Monday, June 13, 2011

My Heart, Shaina

 
















My Heart.
Shaina.
Mixed Media on Acrylic.


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about the artist.
I am a 30 year old woman who lost my firstborn son on March 8, 2011. I had an easy pregnancy and was two weeks overdue when I finally was induced. I had a very long (36 hour) labor and my son was fine and healthy until the last 30 or so minutes when his heart rate started to decrease. However, it was in the last five minutes before he was born that his heart stopped and he never took a breath after being born. I am not a very crafty person, mostly because I feel too insecure, but I have found art to be healing and a cathartic way of expressing my grief. -Shaina

Shaina blogs at My Search for Hope.

12 comments:

  1. Love this. It expresses the grief so, so well. Our babies have a part of our heart that we just never get back. Sending love and prayers your way.

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  2. You have expressed here something I've been running through my mind for a while, and maybe one of these days I'll get it made.
    thank you for sharing, it's beautiful.
    x

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  3. A great depiction of many hearts

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  4. BEAUTIFUL! To me it shows that your Angel will also hold a special place in your heart. HUGS!

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  5. about this piece: Although my baby is no longer in my womb or in my arms, he will forever be in my heart
    ~Shaina

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  6. This is beautiful. A perfect picture that shows how I am feeling, too. THank you for sharing

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  7. I love it! I think many of us blm's feel the exact same way.

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  8. I love it, love it, love it. You are amazing, Shaina. Truly.

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  9. I love this, too. I am glad art is helping to drag you through the darkness.
    xo

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  10. Beautiful! My heart goes out to you!

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  11. this painting captures the true image of my heart

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  12. This is so touching. I love that my baby will be forever safe within my heart.

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